one + one = two.gether *

2003-09-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

lolols...hmmms...yeah din go sch todae =( sickenin..yiikes and its lik i guess there might be maths makeup lesson after sch todae..sheesh i dun think i can ever catch up manz.... sighhh..

sometimes..i really feel so lost..so trapped, that i can feel myself struggling to call for help..yet no matter how hard i scream and shout, there seem to be no one hearing me..the world outside juz seem to go on its daily routine..pple rushin by...a whirl of confusion...a feeling of loneliness. at times lik this..i really wish there'd be someone out there who care..who would lend me a shoulder to lean on..to assure me that everythg is alrite..yeahs...but for this time, it juz seems lik no one cares altogether..and i seem to be so left out..shut up in my world of darkness and coldness...emptiness..and my world stops spinning altogether...

alrite..enuff of that..perhaps u wun make much sense outta e load of crap up there..but aniwae..i do..hahs..yeah~ guess dunch feel lik bloggin animore for e time being...cya arnds~ tatas'
oInkIe *

2003-09-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

Not knowing what to write, I choose to write this.
Not knowing where to go, I choose to stay put.
Not knowing what is love, I choose to love.
Not knowing what to say, I choose to be quiet.

Yes this is life. Many times we don't know which route to go and what to do yet we still got to make a choice. I was very selfish in making "that choice" for I hurt a person that was once so true to me. My remorse and regrets paint a thousand pictures and I want "that person" that was hurt by me to see it. I'm so sorry.

Finally,
Love -- if this is the question, then let this be the answer.

2003-09-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

ilurfuilurfuilurfuilurfuilurfu.bleah.

2003-09-15T05:19:00.000-07:00

2003-09-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

Sch sucks sch sucks sch sucks sch sucks suh sucks sch sucks.

Every day we make choices in our lives,
some of them are small others are life changing.
On a hot summer's day you can choose
between strawberry or chocolate ice cream
and rather you wish to eat it outside or indoors.
Sometimes you choose to forgive a person
that has wounded your heart or you choose
to live with the pain and loneliness forever
because you refuse to let go and move on.
You can choose to help others out by giving
them a part of your heart and a bit of your
time or you could choose to watch them
struggle in life to survive.
You can choose to follow what you feel in
your heart or you could choose to take the
easy way out and always wonder what
happiness you could have had if you only
listened to what was within.
The choices that you have to make in life
are not always simple and some could
change your life forever.
Now the only thing is, do you have the
courage to stand up for the choices you
want and fill the dreams you see or will
you choose to live a life full of regrets
because you let others rule your life.

2003-09-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

hiii winsy~ (= hhas..dunch noe how u find this skin..lets juz use it temporary yeah? den we can change it if we got sick of it later...yeahs..basically, i need you to help me to think of wad to put on e left hand corner <== see all the about me and crap...yeah maybe we can put some poem there or sthg? or ..well i dunno..you help me think about that ok? i din take the "about me" thing awae cuz i think it'd be easier for you to identify it when u want to change the html later on...
yeah..so this is juz a trial..pray this thingy doesnt screw or sthg.. (= hahs..if the skin and everythg sucks..dun blame me k... =( im tryinnn...
okie..gonna preview this and see if i can make any more improvements to it.. lurf ya...
oInkiE*